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If I Don't Lose, I'll Lose
Watch Jean St Clair's hilarious comedy, starring Caroline Parker as an actress who tries to lose weight for a role.
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Short comedy (2014). Watch Jean St Clair's directing debut, If I Don't Lose, I'll Lose, which was made as part of the BSLBT's Zoom filmmaking scheme. This film stars Caroline Parker as a Deaf actress who tries to lose weight for a role. Will she get what she wants, or will she find something even better?
Winner of Best Actress (Caroline Parker) at CineDeaf (2015); Best Actress (Caroline Parker) at Clin d'Oeil (2015); Best Short Comedy Screenplay Award at Alliance for Women in Media (2016)
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